Guys I am ridiculously emotional and that's why you don't want to be my friend. Trust me.
This happened after I heard a song that I haven't heard in a very long time. I used to love it and it reminded me of Bradley because it felt so.. gentle and close. The song is The Dawn and the Embrace by When The Clouds. I put a bunch of my old favorite post-rock groups in a playlist and that was one of them. That song came on and I just... got overwhelmed with memories of last winter, when I listened to it thinking of him, when we were still shy with each other but our walls were coming down.
And then last Christmas. That was the first time I told him that I loved him. I listened to that song a few times that day, and a lot beforehand. It also came on my last.fm radio station when I still kept up with my subscription there. When another When the Clouds song came on later, I looked at it and realized it was the same band. I thought, "No wonder I liked it. I knew it." heh. But anyway after he and I fell asleep for the night(to Freelance Whales' Weathervanes album), I remember the dream I had. I dreamt of him and of being with him. In my dream, I was spending the night at his place - I'd never actually been there at this time so I dreamt his house to be a lot different than it really is - but I had fallen asleep in his living room. He woke up in the middle of the night and came out with me and we cuddled and slept under some blankets, careful to be quiet so no one would catch us.
Butbut but i want to be your friend ;A; I'm also pretty emotional, but I hide it because I don't like people knowing. Also, your relationship is so freaking cute omfg
I'm also pretty emotional, but I hide it because I don't like people knowing.
Also, your relationship is so freaking cute omfg